Why am i tearing? Why do you make my heart ache for you every single day. I'm missing you so much. You taught me a lot. This time, my ITE days, are meaningful, especially with you. I really tried, to forget you. I'm really trying...please forgive me. You were my everything, you were my all. I realise how much i love you is when i saw your scars and my heart felt hurt with you. I love doreamon, no doubts about it. But you are special to me. Our times we shared can never be replaced, nor forgotten by any other who is going to take over my heart eventually. I love you...no matter how many times i said it, i know you'll never be mine. You told me before what the reason is and i can never ever blame you cause it's my fault anyways for telling you in the 1st place. You're my dearest, no one can ever replace you in my heart. Always dreaming of you, about you. How's our first kiss gonna be like, how are we gonna be like...i'll always love you. My greatest regret is that i can never get your love, like your love for him. Like how much you love him is how much i love u too. Like a love triangle, a triangular version of meatspin. I love you dear...Zai isMissingu...so much